He is envolved with someone in real life (yes outside my fantasy), and I dont think it would quite be appropreate. I dont think he would take it too well, just from what I know. If I do send something, which Im considering, it will still be anonymous. I do recognize that it is fictional, and I wouldnt even consider seeing him in real life. That could be dangerous without the right precautions. I dont know if I would be able to handle the fantasy go wrong in any way. I like it like that, but it drives me crazy sometimes.
And I say "hopefully" you will lose him because what you have described is a heavy indicator that this is going down a bad path for both of you. You, because you are not in a mentally stable enough position to marry someone if you let yourself put your own needs so selfishly in front of the person you think you love. And him, because he is in for a world of hurt, from finding out that the woman he loves betrayed him, numerous times in a calculated way, that she likely will not take herself out of the environment where her fling is (speaks volumes to your priorities and lack of commitment to work at saving the relationship and make your BF feel safe), and the years he will be tormented by this potentially happening again before you discover why you chose to repeatedly sacrifice your relationship. Even if he does try to forgive you, regaining that trust will quite literally take years and years, and that's no way for either of you to be spending your first years as a married couple instead of being lost in love with each other.
i like that look on her face
Perhaps you can parlay this into a FWB to curb your urges while you find a suitable LTR partner?
"Went to visit her and told her boss if she does hard sports both giving and receiving. Paid my money then when I told the girl what we will be doing she refused. This is rubbish to waste my time
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I do hope that one day I find a man who shares my vision. It would be wonderful.
I cant even begin. Msging me is the best way to learn more. =.
eye color: Blu.
I am 20, a single mother of 2 angels, a AA graduate, and a strong individual. I love to laugh, smile, and cuddle. I hate being played or misuse.
Some of them high class women are also high priced...